Disappointed

Sometimes there's a kind of disappointment, it hurts so much that you can barely explain it with words. It kept in heart and got rotten, till you have breathe every breath with the sicking smell. It follows you wherever you go, it stick with you, like you shadow. Still, no one knows. You smile like you used to, you do everything like you did.

I love all my friends, i will not be the LIM CINDY today if without any of them, i give 100% trust on my friends and i mean it. Maybe that's the reason why i feel so bad when i know what you have done. I rather we have arguement, at least i know how to fix it back right. But not this, i dont know how to fix us back.

why people did those thing that they know they're going to be regret about it? it's not like you're 3 and you dont have to be responsible to what you did. i'm glad that you came to me first when you get into trouble but seriously i'm so farking mad about your mistake, and i hate that you made me so disappointed. Not that you weren't been warned before, cause i did, that's why it makes me feel so terrible. Or maybe i should have warn you better. I feel so sorry that i did not do my best as your friend. But you were one of my most trusted friend, and you failed me so hard.

not that i dont want to trust you anymore, i cant.