AGAIN???!!

i lost my stuffs AGAIN & AGAIN. I tried to remember where i put my stuff but still i always forgot about it.

when i remember where i keep it, i forgot to take it
when i remember to take it, i forgot where i left it
when i remember where i left it, i forgot the existance of it

i'm sad not only because i lost my stuff, but about my attitude as well. I once tried to memorize a 8-papragraph text and i able to 70% of it's content in half hour time. But when my friend gave me a test, i failed it pretty horrible.

He followed me wherever i go, and observed what i do. Then he asked me if i remember where he put his wallet, i answer straight away, on the cupboard near to the tv. He asked me if i remember where i put my keys. i cant answer him at all. Then he continued to ask me some question but the answer i give was rather funny. The conclusion that he give was,

'you remember everything well, other than stuff that under your care.'

though i dont think he's correct, but still, he's not all wrong..

i dont wish to be so careless but still, i am. Is there some kind of medicine to cure careless?

i don't want to be defined as someone who can't take care of herself well. People will never trust me on carrying responsibility well if i continue like this. I tried to improve, but only the first half hour i tahan, after that, still i forgot everything.

argh! everyone is teasing me for losing my stuff again & again & again! i dont expect people to sympathize me but...... the whole gang is laughing at me now! sigh! i dont want to lose it too ma... haiyo~~ geram nia~~~~ now still got friends that dont know, i must kena screw d la~ haiz

TEASE LA TEASE LA~~~~~~~