Thursday, April 30, 2009

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i'm running out of words, but i guess one sentence can describe my feeling best now





SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE!!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

shzzzz..... snake!

Another lovely day, finally i found myself an excuse to draw myself out off notes and books, tutorials and practices.. sneak out.. hehe.. went to buy cake for birhday boy with Hory.



So Hory was here and i rushed down from my room to wear my shoes, took my keys and prepare to go out. i grab the doorknob and saw a rope hanging on the lock.. so naturally my sight follow to see where the rope ends... wa.... so long lo.... hmm.... a head




wa! SNAKE!!!

We look at each other and my head was less than 10cm with it... Suddenly i don't know what should i react, after 2 seconds, then only i jumped off and screamed~~~ then it sneaked to somewhere up the door where i cant see it. Hory called again to rush me, so i was hesitating, should i go out? As it actually quite a small one, just that it's looooooong and the tongue keep slipping out. Ew........... I dont think it is poisonous, but... better dont take the risk, being coward is way better than i get two holes on my body.. So i went out by another door. :)

Now this little thing is missing somewhere in my house. Hope it will go back to where it belong and please dont come back to visit me again, i will not miss you~ and.. i dont want to see you in a larger size someday either... thanks~

Joanna Wang

i'm love these few songs by Joanna Wang. i never know she has sucha great voice!
arh.... drowning in the second she started to sing. it swirled my world~

this is my fav, Time of Your Life




and We've Just Begun



let's start from here




welcome to share more great voices with me ;)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

sneeze!

i'm sick..

woke up from bed today and i kept on sneezing like it's free, which by the way it is really free..

argh! i hate flu... snot keep drilling down without my permission.. i cannot control it at all! it makes me look like a crying kid.. ish.. luckily no one in my room just now, or else i will be so shameful..

My food seems so tasteless due to flu.. i feel nothing when i eat nasi lemak just now, and my eyes are swollen, feels like going to pop out.. haha...

APPLES!
i need apples, ppl say an apple a day keeps the doctor away. I want to eat ten dozen to make sure doctors are kept miles away from me ad. Sigh.. please recover soon... friends please cover blanket tight when you sleep, or else you will ends up just like me...


p/s:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEST BEST TORTOISE

Monday, April 13, 2009

Embarassed!








OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN! OH DAMN!




i seriously need cure fro my bad memory!!! OMG!!!!! you guys have totally no idea what i just did in bathroom! I can imagine Hory laugh like a mad cow when i told him about it! i'm so embarassed la

i went to bathroom to shower as usual.. then, applied body shampoo and hair shampoo~ then washed it off.. after that, i did scrub and applied hair conditioner... then i washed it off..

then i took my towel and dry my hair.. hmm... why my towel smell so nice?



GOSH!! the CONDITIONER!!!!!




i totally forgot about the conditioner that was on my hair! i washed off the scrubs but not the conditioner! it was then that i'm freaked out by my bad memory... gosh.. i really can do everything with it~ sigh.. i'm shocked by myself, really. Felicia and Enson they all must laughed dead if they found out! Argh! i did so many embarassing stuff today!


I'm ready for teases and laughs... COME la~~~


- Party Hard,Sick Hard, Consequences Bared! Drunkyard, Lamborgini with Love (o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) http://www.myhoryme.blogspot.com/ says:
hahaa
lao kui
i so pity u now
next time marry who oso dunno... mong cha hca

Cindy NOT AGAIN??!!! says:
of coz dunno la
takkan u noe who u wil marry ?


- Party Hard,Sick Hard, Consequences Bared! Drunkyard, Lamborgini with Love (o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) http://www.myhoryme.blogspot.com/ says:
i mean when u maryy...
walk on the altar... half way....


Cindy NOT AGAIN??!!! says:
-.-


- Party Hard,Sick Hard, Consequences Bared! Drunkyard, Lamborgini with Love (o.O)(O.O)Hory(o.o)(O.o) http://www.myhoryme.blogspot.com/ says:
saw the bridegroom...
ei! is you are See Fouw~
ei~ Laze, Im marrying you a...
no wonder~~~ hahahaa

p/s: why my bridegroom example has to be See Fouw or Laze? cannot choose DWAYNE JOHNSON or VIN DIESEL eh meh?!


above are adapted from my msn conversation with HORY HOR WENG HENG..

regarding from above, i know this week's gonna be a tough tough week... argh.. i'm gonna be the jokes for friends d la~




YES~ ALLOW CINDY THE CLOWN TO ENTERTAIN YOU ALL~






AGAIN???!!

i lost my stuffs AGAIN & AGAIN. I tried to remember where i put my stuff but still i always forgot about it.

when i remember where i keep it, i forgot to take it
when i remember to take it, i forgot where i left it
when i remember where i left it, i forgot the existance of it

i'm sad not only because i lost my stuff, but about my attitude as well. I once tried to memorize a 8-papragraph text and i able to 70% of it's content in half hour time. But when my friend gave me a test, i failed it pretty horrible.

He followed me wherever i go, and observed what i do. Then he asked me if i remember where he put his wallet, i answer straight away, on the cupboard near to the tv. He asked me if i remember where i put my keys. i cant answer him at all. Then he continued to ask me some question but the answer i give was rather funny. The conclusion that he give was,

'you remember everything well, other than stuff that under your care.'

though i dont think he's correct, but still, he's not all wrong..

i dont wish to be so careless but still, i am. Is there some kind of medicine to cure careless?

i don't want to be defined as someone who can't take care of herself well. People will never trust me on carrying responsibility well if i continue like this. I tried to improve, but only the first half hour i tahan, after that, still i forgot everything.

argh! everyone is teasing me for losing my stuff again & again & again! i dont expect people to sympathize me but...... the whole gang is laughing at me now! sigh! i dont want to lose it too ma... haiyo~~ geram nia~~~~ now still got friends that dont know, i must kena screw d la~ haiz






TEASE LA TEASE LA~~~~~~~

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Desires

craving for


movies

pisang goreng

mang zhang kuei

shopping


P/S: i lose 3 kg, shit!

Nightmare

had nightmare last two day

it was a teddy bears shop

i looked into the window, and saw a man murdered three women

one of them looked at me, i can see her asking me for help from her eyes. Her desperation is tearing me apart.

the men gone and i went inside.

but they disappeared

i cannot find a trace of them, other than teddy bears that are covered in blood

then a piano caught my eyesight,

it was exactly same as the piano at my home

i opened the front cover, and i saw three women lying inside the piano



now i'm terrified with pianos

and kept all my teddy in closet.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

anti-tom yam

i now announce that

I QUIT EATING TOM YAM
(disregard 2 packs of tom yam flavor instant mee that i just ate for dinner)

Why? Cause i was born with a very picky tongue, it dont like me to eat hot and spicy stuff. My tongue will appear cuts after i eat. and for some food that other people think it is already cool, i still might need to blow it before i put into mouth.

I still remember when i was still a kid, i always waited for food to get cool, so i'm the last one to finish meal. That's when my mum haven't found out the odd about my tongue, she will punish me for leaving food to get cool. So i still remember well that i was sitting in dining room alone, having my dinner with tears together.

Till there's a time when i ate some hot stuff, and i can barely feel my tongue. So i showed it to my mum, and she get shock when she see lots of white circle on my tongue. Then only i'm allowed escape from hot food. It's the same for spicy thing, i dint dare to eat laksa before i was 12 and i feel my tongue like burning when i first eat laksa.. haha

Now that i'm older, i more comfortable with hot and spicy food and my range for it are wider. I dare to try spicy food, espeacially i'm a big fan for tom yam. Cause my tongue got it's own mood so don't happen everytime i eat but recently it gets more sensitive, that i tend to get a new cut on my tongue the day after i ate tom yam.

Last Friday before going back hometown i tried a little bit of see fouw's tom yam pataya, the next day when i wake up, a cut on my tongue.

Monday, i ate tom yam fried rice at Yam Sheng and share the Tom Yam Maggie Mee, the next day, another cut.

Wednesday, i ate tom yam fish, today, another cut.

Argh! so, 3 cuts! So painful, now it hurts everytime i chew, and when i drink. i just wish that i can be full for whole day so that i dont have to eat and get through the torturing process~ sigh!

no more TOM YAM! i will not order tom yam anymore! T-T

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Nando's?

Last night was a real funny night

Me, Wuang Ching, Yeang Chuan, See Fouw, Laze, and Pei Ing, we planned to have dinner at Nando's before i meet Felicia and Tortoise at gurney.

As Wuang Ching accidently overlook the word Nando's in sms, she didn't tell Yeang Chuan that we were going Nando's. So ends up, Yeang Chuan got in car wearing like pyjamas! haha...

So, Nando's canceled!

As we all are YEE HEI eh ginna, so we all had dinner at Yam Sheng with Yeang Chuan!

Then to compensate ourselves for missing the dinner in Nando's, we decided to go for a movie. But guess what? luck was really not on our side, Laze's car broke down at hill side (Mount Eskine)!

we weren't disappointed but really felt so funny at the moment.. I just wondered how come we got so lucky to meet all these?



The car was really bad as it didnt even make a sound when Laze tries to start it. Plus the spot is so narrow and lots of cars pass by, our guys made themselves a traffic control team to guide all the cars!


I think See Fouw did the best job among friends, cause his hair make everyone able to notice him from far.. haha!

At last, Tiger came to rescue and finally Laze's car is ok, erm, not quite ok, but at least able to get himself home. So no Gurney and no movie at last..

the guys went to play Left for Death, while Wuang Ching, Yeang Chuan, Felicia and i went to khaleel for supper. Then Wuang Ching ordered coffee and poured it on Yeang Chuan! Yeang Chuan says that his jeans smell so coffee now.. ^^

Monday, April 6, 2009

PGD 8528

Few friends know that my sis and i had a little accident at hometown on Saturday night.
Thought want to keep quiet about it, but i really cannot take the blame, so here i'm going to screw the slut as much as possible!

PGD 8528

Fark you damn auntie. Ya. With the big Kompresor then you can do what ever you want. You can drive like there’s no rule. You can accuse people like the whole world gone blind!

If I am rich someday after, I’m gonna buy 100 CLK Kompresors and crash it with my old Trooper!

If we have a single fault for this bump, then I curse myself to be nun for the rest of my life. I seriously so pissed off with the attitude of that bitchy auntie. Even your friends say it’s your fault still you dare to accuse us?! Has the world gone insane? I hope I was given a permanent marker too, then I will draw a big world map on ya cute CLK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We cant even fight back cause our Trooper is way too TOUGH! Not even a single scratch on it you know! the bump is so loud, but not even a single tiny line on my muscle car. Sigh~ so it's not all good that you got a tough car, you always take the blame!

By the way, shame on you, auntie. For blaming us, i feel sorry for you, cause you can do nothing other than putting your fault on other people! Seriously pathetic! Even your friends told us that! What madness on earth that going to swtich the black to white and the reverse? Teachers in school taught us nothing like it, my mum aint advise my nothing like that!

It’s sucha insult that sis have to apologize to you, what the bloody hell “We got 2 pairs of eyes watching you bump us?” I NEVER EVER SAID THAT!!!!!!! We have bad attitude? Now who’s the one pointing her tubby finger on me?

I bet you can’t sleep well at night cause you feel guilty for accusing us. You dare to ask two girls to apologize for your fault then i sincerely hope that one day you will face the same thing when you have to lick another bitchy auntie’s toes for being bump by her limousine! You knew it was your fault! It was so clear that you overtake without even look at your side! Cause you were driving on the right lane not left lane!

But seriously, when we realise that the car which bump us is Mercerdes CLK, samo white in colour, it's really a big bang, cause we dont have road tax! and it's expected that those PORKY BUTTS that squeeze in Mecerdes aint going to be easy on us... As i had past experiences! but those butts always get what they deserve one day later~

the second bang, one of her friends is my dad's friend!! omg! what the freaking hole i digged myself into? if dad know that we drive his car out without road tax. We will be screwed so hard even though it's not our fault~ die! Then he got excuse for not paying road tax like FOREVER!!!!

but dad, really la, stop playing la.. pay the road tax please! i wanted to drive~ i bet dad is trying to keep sis from running here and there so he keep on drag and dont want to pay the road tax. Friends, if you guys gonna ask why you dont pay it yourself? then i would like to tell you, the road tax for our Trooper is almost RM2000, how the hell i'm going to pay it myself wor..

And on top of all those craps, the third bang! she is staying like 10 seconds away from my house! Urgh! Had the world gone mad? Oh my god! I have to pass her house almost everytime when I go out! Shit! Why all skunks living right beside me! I hate this!

i just want to cry to god... why fool me like this~~~~ i have to pass the jerk ass's house everytime i go out..

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Disappointed

Sometimes there's a kind of disappointment, it hurts so much that you can barely explain it with words. It kept in heart and got rotten, till you have breathe every breath with the sicking smell. It follows you wherever you go, it stick with you, like you shadow. Still, no one knows. You smile like you used to, you do everything like you did.

I love all my friends, i will not be the LIM CINDY today if without any of them, i give 100% trust on my friends and i mean it. Maybe that's the reason why i feel so bad when i know what you have done. I rather we have arguement, at least i know how to fix it back right. But not this, i dont know how to fix us back.

why people did those thing that they know they're going to be regret about it? it's not like you're 3 and you dont have to be responsible to what you did. i'm glad that you came to me first when you get into trouble but seriously i'm so farking mad about your mistake, and i hate that you made me so disappointed. Not that you weren't been warned before, cause i did, that's why it makes me feel so terrible. Or maybe i should have warn you better. I feel so sorry that i did not do my best as your friend. But you were one of my most trusted friend, and you failed me so hard.

not that i dont want to trust you anymore, i cant.