the less important me

Yes. I created this image.

Sometimes, i feel myself so small that nobody sees me. Sometimes i scare that i might be invisible eventually, and nobody ever notice my disappearance from the world. Sometimes i look at the mirror for so long, wondering what i am not good enough? There is always something else that is more important than me. There is always something that come first before me.

If promises were glasses, I would own so many of them, that smashed and shattered on the floor, cutting my foot every move i make. I take promises seriously, but people don't take me seriously. Just a fool, just a fool.

When will be the date, where you finally realize that i stood there so long, waiting for you to turn around and say 'hey i see you too'?

I'm just a nobody, wanting to be somebody.

(This is actually a post i wrote so long ago, old enough for me to forget when i wrote it, i dig it out from my drafts, and aha, it still fits me somehow. )

有时候 太瞧得起自己

有些人总会不经意的提醒 你的微不足道

别在意 这不过是个温馨提示

在某些人的眼里 你永远都是 次等