draw no lines

Last few days i've been trying to write something so badly but nothing comes out. I wanna sort things out of my messy thought yet i don't have a clue on where to start. Today is the last day of the seem-ordinary-yet-damn-complicated-week and i kinda relief that i finally get something straight.

I was sitting there watching drama series with my mind floating, and suddenly the voice in that series just hit me a hard one. Grey's Anatomy is such a savior.

I've been setting rules in my life, telling myself what to do, and what not to. End up it's torturing me and people around me. Slowly i measure everything through the rules, but not happiness. Don't take life too seriously, else you will never get out of it alive. Why make the rules seems so important, when i can live better without it? When i die, God will tell if i did a great job in my life, rules don't. :)

You can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. -Grey's Anatomy

to someone, if you know i'm mentioning you,

i'm all okay, i hope you too. Something happened and it got us into a weird situation. I don't know if there is anything to be worry but if you really do, just wanna let you know that, hey, i'm all alright, seriously.

I don't know what to say actually. I don't even know if you visit my blog, so i'm just gonna write whatever. :P Maybe we gonna be awkward from now on. Maybe we gonna distance ourselves from each other. Maybe we will still be good. I don't know what is going to happen because i don't read your mind.

Just wanna let you know that, no matter in the past or now, I treat you as a friend, sincerely one of my best friends. Always welcome sms for insomnia, call for hours and date for movies. If you don't, i respect. :)