the ice cream junkie

i can't express how much i love ice-cream by words. It's just LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. :)

i want ice cream so badly now that i would rob a shop for that. Okay, be frank, I want ice-cream all the time actually. Never get tired eating it :) Hey peeps, shows up at my door with ice cream in your hand, cheer me up with just this little thing, will you? :)

Every time when i was too nervous or stress out for exam, friends would drive me to 7-11 at the middle of the night, just to get some ice-cream to calm me down. Then also when i was mad, when i had a bad day, when i felt so happy, when i was crazy, when i have nothing to do, when it was too hot, when it was too cold.

i love ice-cream so much. There will never be a wrong time for it. You may not believe me, you may say i'm trying to be cute (ain't this word seems so inappropriate on me?), but the truth is, yes, no joke, i have a thing for ice-cream. and every single time i say 'i wanna eat ice cream' i really mean it. Haha

People grow and start to forget how good it feels when you always rush to eat a popsicle before it melts or how you squat at the roadside with your friends, challenging each other to be the first to finish the ice-cream. hey, never ever forget that.

so i was having some bad days where my ATM card is eaten by ATM machine, i accidentally bumped my friend's car, i drove for 6 rounds to find a parking space, i reached my hostel door and realized that i don't have keys, i filled the passport renewal form and realized that i forgot to bring my photos, bathroom drain clogged and i just choked by my own saliva.

i hereby conclude that hot weather days bring me bad luck. :/

快下雨了。

我忙着安抚那咆哮不断的窗帘。

把头探出去，灰蒙蒙的一片

又是雨季了 什么时候才会是晴天呢？

最后一个学期，最后一次机会了

有点担心。

draw no lines

Last few days i've been trying to write something so badly but nothing comes out. I wanna sort things out of my messy thought yet i don't have a clue on where to start. Today is the last day of the seem-ordinary-yet-damn-complicated-week and i kinda relief that i finally get something straight.

I was sitting there watching drama series with my mind floating, and suddenly the voice in that series just hit me a hard one. Grey's Anatomy is such a savior.

I've been setting rules in my life, telling myself what to do, and what not to. End up it's torturing me and people around me. Slowly i measure everything through the rules, but not happiness. Don't take life too seriously, else you will never get out of it alive. Why make the rules seems so important, when i can live better without it? When i die, God will tell if i did a great job in my life, rules don't. :)

You can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. -Grey's Anatomy

to someone, if you know i'm mentioning you,

i'm all okay, i hope you too. Something happened and it got us into a weird situation. I don't know if there is anything to be worry but if you really do, just wanna let you know that, hey, i'm all alright, seriously.

I don't know what to say actually. I don't even know if you visit my blog, so i'm just gonna write whatever. :P Maybe we gonna be awkward from now on. Maybe we gonna distance ourselves from each other. Maybe we will still be good. I don't know what is going to happen because i don't read your mind.

Just wanna let you know that, no matter in the past or now, I treat you as a friend, sincerely one of my best friends. Always welcome sms for insomnia, call for hours and date for movies. If you don't, i respect. :)