ACCA

Everything needs money. Everything of mine needs my dad's money.

I'm starting to feel that choosing accounting is a wrong choice as way before i able to earn a cent, my dad pays a lot. To get my name in the list of ACCA student, not even an official member yet, it cost USD100 per year. And the fees continue until one day i retire from my job.

For those 5 papers that we got exempted from ACCA, we still have to pay RM1800 to the associate. WTF, i exempt 5 papers also need to pay you? i'm seriously fugging pissed by that. I know mom and dad sure will be mad if i say i don't want the ACCA anymore. My dad even want me to be a CPA, but seriously, i don't see it worthing anymore. It's like my dad paying for my future salaries.

Now, new semester started, college tuition fees RM1600, excluding all the textbooks that i'm going to need to buy. Which is RM190 as i know for two subjects, the other two, still haven't been told yet. though he didn't say a thing, I feel so guilty to tell him all the money that i need.

i swear, i will be an ACCA, to earn back all the money you sucked from my dad.

random

People, care for a little updates? ;)

it's holiday and obviously, i'm don't get to stick to net from day to night like i used to be, but still, i'm gonna get my house streamyx done soon. So, in the meantime, i'm just gonna live a healthy life.

1. Since i went home, i've not been given the chance to feel the word 'hungry'. My mom stuff me food every 2 hours!

2. i smell like milk. If you are any way near me then you will smell milk from me. Those who hate milk must hate to be near to me.

3. Found many foods and snacks that i havent eat before! OMG! super nice!

4. Obsessed with 'A Fistful of Distance' recently. I actually finished it within two days :)

5. These two weeks of holidays gonna be...... . ..  . .. . .. hehe!

6. Without my banana acc me to sleep, i'm forced to eat banana so that i wont miss it too much. :D

7. I said i wanna go jogging, i never did.



this song speaks me today! ^^
check out the original MV  it's too bad that the ori video was disabled to be embedded, it's really cute! :)

你是什么书？

对于某些人，这世界是本悬疑小说，

到处东充满了尔虞我诈，所有事都需要防备别人，预防奸计得逞

有些人的人生，像部爱情小说，

高潮迭起的剧情，说不完的浪漫情节，可惜的是，他的世界里真正的主角，是爱情，不是自己。

有些人，就像部琼瑶悲情小说

什么事都悲哀，所有事都很洒狗血，翻个两三页，就出现一幕幕主角哭个不停的场景，富有同情心的人，会陪你一起哭。厌了的人，就会把书盖起来，以后都不看。

有些人，就像部励志小说

不管你要不要，一翻开，就噼里啪啦讲个不停，做人要强！！其实他也是可爱又固执的一本书

有些人过得像本字典，

拥有一大堆学问，却枯燥乏味，一板一眼。懂得拼命查证和研考，却不懂得用对的方法来分享。所以只有在考试时期，电话才会一直响。

有些人就像本参考书

他做什么事，都值得你参考。问题只是在于，这本书是个A级还是F级。找错了参考的对象，即使你你参考得透彻，结果也只会是个败类。

有些人，是份八卦杂志，

把自己的人生建立于别人的私生活上，观察别人，是他的生活目标。若有天这世界没了八卦，他会没办法活下去。

有些人过得像本漫画
嘻嘻哈哈，日子再难也总可以在欢笑声里度过。

有些人，是份马经

害人不浅，却让很多人着迷，抓着一份草纸当是宝，唉，害人不浅哟~

有些人，是本自传
很明显的，他的人生，只有自己。

有些人，是本历史记载小说
只爱回首过去，却忘了看看未来。过去固然美，但你又怎么知道，未来不值得你期待呢？

当然，这世界有数不尽的书，也有数不尽的人，他其实没有对于错，只是在于，看书的人是由什么观点出发。我可以把每本书变得形同废纸，自然的也有个观点可以把每本书变成生命里不可或缺的天书。
同一本书，握在不同人的手里，会变成不一样的世界；正如同一个人，但在不同人的眼里，会有不一样的看法和价值。没有对于错，只是在于你如何看待他，不是吗？

我是一本什么书？
应该是本谜语书吧？一天没翻到最后一页，都别太确定，你猜想中的就是那个真正的我。
我其实也很好奇，答案是什么，因为我也不懂最后一页到底在哪里。





p/s: 话说我看了报纸报道，无意中看到彩票积宝已经是1850万了！天杀的，等下就去买一张！要知道，考试大难不死，积宝必有后福！xD

livin' like a pull & bear

i still can smell keropok from my fingertips. A dinner with LAZE, and i thought a lot. :DDD

i guess everyone been through this stage, where you realize that you don't feel the same for the fun things you used to do. Maybe it's the exam that got me brain-washed. i don't know what's happening to my silly brain actually.

i didn't try to change myself or whatever, it just happened that i start to think weirdly.
just feeling so worn out for everything that i do, everything that i used to talk.
till some point, i ran out of expression when i deal with people that trying to care me.
Those who tries the harder to come near, i'll move one more step away.

It becomes a crime to have some privacy. Feeling so suffocate that i have to share my e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. Like it's a sin to say no. I don't even own the right to have a secret?
Why i have to be responsible, for everything that i wasn't supposed to be?
The pressure to force me to open up, to share my privacy, to understand my every part, to make me agree with every point they say.
This is just not the care that i need. To expose every single cell of oneself to another one, that's too much to bear.

Can i talk, only when i want? Can i talk, only to people i choose? Can i reject, when i really don't want to do something? Can i don't go to places, where it is just a ritual to do so? Can i only go out, when i'm ready? Can i don't compromise?

I just want a dinner, with few bad jokes. I just want a movie, where movie is really the main point of the outing, i just want to go out with smiles. There's just too few on the earth, who know the real meaning of 'just talk when you feel like talking'.

two new cups!

bought two cute cup yesterday. i have no idea why i bought it, as i already have a cup, a glass, a mug and a water bottle in my hostel. Well, the big wide smiles do really have some effect on me. :) I guess it just brighten up my day.

things just tend to slip away silently when you didn't notice it. So does my second blog. :)
Hugs and kisses.