i hate needles!

i've beeng stung 3 times, in a weekend.

i personally would like to call this situation, DAMMIT 

yes, god damn it! 3 times! what a stupid fate of mine!! Urgh! God~ don't you know i hate needles?

The first time, i was eating at Shafikah before going back to sp, a stupid bee decided to commit suicide, with my left arm. 

"Shhhhhhhhit!!!!!"

I'm sure my voice was way louder than the pouring outside Shafikah.

At first, it was just a very very small dot with a little reddish and much pain.Then, i got back to SP, thinking that, it's just a small bee, my arm will be fine soon. Plus, my arm really doesn't look very serious, i guess it will be okay the next day. When i woke up, it becomes this.

It swollen for about 3 or 4 inches area and it looks like i have muscle! Yea, it's funny but actually not enjoyable for me. :( The hole becomes bigger, and the whole swollen part is warmer than my other body parts. It gets so itchy when i sleep that i keep on scratching it, it's beyond my control! 

Then i went out with Lao Hong them for supper at Raja Uda. We stopped at the wrong place and ended up drinking a drink and left to the right place again. I was full when i reached, so i went Raja Uda, but didn't eat the famous tom yam. Sigh. Enson teased that it's my karma to be stung by bee for bullying him too much! 

I swear, i will pluck the wings of all bees that i catch from now on, and then use water colour to paint it all black! Make it to do pole dance for me! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Then the next day, which is today, i need to go clinic to take blood test, as i promised my dad when i was in Indonesia. I was planning to skip the test, but my dad called to the doctor. Dammit! If i don't go, my dad will find out. So, shitty, i go... and i lost in Sri Wang, again! It's stupid, for sp-ian to lost in sp. :(

D: eh, why your arm got plaster?

C: I was stung by a been last few days. Can I just DON'T get the injection? 

D: oo.. You guess?

C: erm... Yes? *nodding head*

D: oo.. normally we give injection la..

C: oo... then, i'll get the injection la... T.T

So, i kena two injection, one for taking blood, one for the stupid bee! 

I was so damn scare when i was lying on the bed! 

D: don't look, i scare later you'll faint.

C: @.@''' oo.. okok!!! 

then finally, two little bottles of my blood flow out from my right arm, i only know it was two bottles when it's done. Then an injection again, on my left arm, and it's really hurt, even till now. :(

so bee stung + one injection + blood test = 3 stung 

i pay at the counter, RM110. What the heck?! You poked two holes on my body, take two bottles of my blood and i still have to pay you RM110???!!! URGH! 

i leave the clinic with RM3 in my pocket. Then i got lost in Sri Wang again and don't know why i turned to the pisang goreng there. So i decided to buy pisang goreng to compensate myself. Then AGAIN, i don't know how and why, i reached taman sejati  when i actually wanna go back to my house =.=

Then, finally, i got home and i start to feel dizzy again. When my mum's phone rang, i grab her phone and try to get it to her, then my vision got black and i hit myself against the door. OUCH!! Do i need to explain how much it hurts?! Fine, 

IT'S REALLY HURT!!!!!

i've been feeling dizzy when i get up from lying after the blood test today. Whatever, it happens all the time. When i tell people, they say, you're just being sensitive. When i fainted, then they ask, how come you never tell?!

Only after i meet my classmates i realise that i actually cannot eat seafood and chicken, or my wound will get itchy. =.=''' i ate many crabs today, and i ate many praws yesterday. wtf~ That's why i've been scratching it all the time. 

by the way, it's been a wonderful week, though my weekend is rather miserable. But, i'm happy, truly happy on how i pass this week. :) This week, maybe not. I know something i don't like is coming. 

i promised myself to sleep early and look what is the time now.. 4.57am... urgh! Tomorrow i will sleep on 12midnight! Been running out of my schedule ever since i sleep late once on 4.30am last week. :( In love with Facebook the mood weather report application, now i unlock 50 over 88 emoticon ad ^^ Unlock each a day~

不如远走高飞，自己解围，我，无路可退。

难熬的不是距离，是牵挂。

我是懦弱的人，只想要得到好的，不想承担失败。