insanity of week 7

i think i'm about to go insane. This week is totally chaos for me.

Within 3days, i have to complete an assignment, 2 presentations, 1 test.

I asked myself should i give up on the test when i was studying just now.

Cause i'm really so exhausted the whole day today. 

2 presentations related to a 18-page-long case. Oh fuck!

We only have the time to start reading the case 3 hours before the presentation today

Then come out with 3 pages long answer.
Actually we all fell asleep one by one during discussion, too tired!

Still got a presentation on Thursday. Crashing with my test.

and no time to even read the question yet!

the test, i'm so not prepared for it. 

I keep falling asleep while i do revision just now. 

Though i took an hour nap just now but still so tiring.

Then stupid net that cannot use at the most important moment!

Luckily i brought my laptop to do assignment while watching semi final last night then i able to finish up to half.

Borrowed broadband from JiaXin today and finish up the whole assignment part. 

Wasted a day! i supposed to finish it last night and start studying for test since after class at 5pm just now!

Sometimes you're tested on how much you can give before you take.

Tough up! Everything's gonna be fine. I don't get knock down so easily :)
Tomorrow is a new day!

(Urgh, hate to encourage myself when i'm actually very discouraged now)

Lulian~

today, it's the happiest day since 2010. :)

i ate durian and i really enjoy laughing with my friends. It was so fun together! We played too much until we got complained by other lots. Uncle Mok came up to my house to warn us. But he is very kind lar. haha

everyone was laughing, like we couldn't even stop it. I love to see 'em smile, from the bottom of hearts. :)
now i stil burp with durian smell in my mouth aha!

Laze: this durian sure very nice!
Elooi: how you see de? i cannot tell which one is nicer!
Laze: u stupid, cuz i ate then i noe la!

WenBin: yii~ Lao Hong wor~
Cindy: where got? he came?
WenBin: cuz Lulian Lao ma~
Cindy: =.=''' tomorrow i buy angmotan. Angmotan Chan~

hahaha!

the war between two childish 21-to-be guys. 

Tomorrow we gonna cook again! :) it's so late now after waiting for the video to upload on Facebook. I'm going to sleep~ nite nite, world.

june, not good.

June been torturing, i'm broke, seriously, pathetically broke.

And finally i got my health report on Friday.

It's been waiting for me in the clinic for two weeks. i kena 3 injections for Hep B. Shit! NEEDLES! Plus, i nearly left my ic in the clinic when i left, plus, i'm still using the same road to go Sri Wang every time and use different roads to reach home EVERYTIME. What's wrong with Sri Wang?! Then i got myself lost after getting out from Church Street. That's not good.

PLUS i was informed that i have to take another 3 injections if my Hep B immune still don't grow after the first 3 injections. -.-'''

Then the doctor gave me medicine for bacteria and antibody. I let Cherry and Wenbin taste it a little, and i laugh dead for their expression. xD

it's EXTREMELY SOUR! 

gosh! i never taste a medicine that is soooooo sour! it's like the 10times of hi-sour candy.
but still it's nice to get home. :)

lovely chendol ice-cream that waited me in fridge before i reach home. and i got stuffing mang zhang kueh~ putu mayong as my breakfast, fruit after meal that sis peeled skin for me! :) and one of my favorite

cow's ear biscuit! :D i'm very picky on that, not all people know how to make nice cow's ear, you know..

then a hepi burday to Vincent the milk king. I run back to Penang on Saturday night then go home again. :)

it's Largy, i try to peek her through the toilet window. aha! and what a sexy game.

An attribute to my house new mop, who scare the hell out of me when i finish taking bath. It was hang about the same height like me. I turned around and i thought it was a pink hair ghost standing behind me. I screamed very loud. Shitty~

no net!

.

less online, more on life.

kinda bored with the life that

'i will die if the world's without internet'

i only like to open online shopping sites, blogspot, pps. Msn is more on asking stuff only. Facebook? Actually my main purpose to log in everyday is just to unlock 'The Mood Weather Report'. Starting to wonder, why i can sit from day till night just to online last time? =.='''

so i'm decided for a change, that is, to stuck myself in library. :) Well, that's a joke.

Just that my friends are all around me, or can reach me by a call. I don't really need net that much, you know. Besides, i found many stuff that i like to do other than sticking my butt in front of my laptop table without a purpose. For one of the examples that you might not believe is, do homework and read my notes. :) Still, i love hanging out with friends.

and recently i'm quite interested to all the stories of great persons. But instead of reading their stories on net, i prefer holding it on my hand. Where can i find it, without needing to pay for it? aha xD




Oh ya! Last night i've got 4 bak zhangS delivered right to my face! Aw.. so hang fuk nia~ Even my mum didn't treat me so good to deliver bak zhang for me.

and i actually need two GUYs to teach me how to steam bak zhang without using a 'kuali'. Sigh.

by the way, guess i won't be coming back till next Tuesday. All uni friends are back to hometown for holiday, i'm going back for gathering, and i gonna SCREW them for the stupid prank! >:(

beware of the next cindy,

i just might surprise you with my change

:(

昨晚左胸口又再很痛了。

每一口呼吸都在牵扯着我所有的神经。

可是越疼，反而越贪婪。

更用力的想要大口吸气。

结果越来越痛，最后只能缩在椅子上，

用多拉A梦来分散注意力。

看了医生却查不出结果

这种感觉真的很无奈。

是不是真的是迟睡的问题？

T.T

我快要飙泪了啦！

在这样下去我的葬礼会有‘英年早逝，壮志未酬 ’& etc.

OK

sometimes

it's ok to be weak,
it's ok to be dependent
it's ok to cry
it's ok to feel fear
it's ok to be forgetful

cause i know, there's always a shoulder for me to lean on.

sometimes

it's ok to be stubborn
it's ok to be inconsiderate
it's ok to be nuts
it's ok to be overconfident
it's ok to be stupig
it's ok to be over the edge
it's ok to daydream

cause i know, there's always a hand to pull me back.

sometimes

it's ok to laugh
it's ok to tease
it's ok to love
it's ok to do noob stuff
it's ok to complain everything

cause i know, there's always someone to share everything.

so it's ok to be me, in front of you. :)

cooking!

Okay, a disastrous week, compensated by a dinner. How disastrous? Let's put it this way, i was in a car then i got flung out of car, hit a Storm, then hit my own car then fell to the road, that kind of disastrous! F! So, I was taking nap on my hostel's sofa and Enson woke me with a knock on my door. I can't sleep back, so i decided to check out what was he doing.

omg~ the guys are cooking. Real version of 型男大主厨. :D So they were busy shouting each other in the kitchen,



   Dog what you wanna do with the carrot la!
                                                                     Wei r, did you realise you didn't put the prawns?!
                             where are the chillies!
                                               no no no! too much ad!!
                                                                   where got! ngam ngam ho la~
          the onion makes me cry~~ T.T
                                        u stupid! don't know how to cut the onion correctly la



then, i was only lying on the sofa with me pillow in my hug and watching them. Largy woke up and joined me to watch them. They were cutting things, boiling this and that, testing taste, and macam macam.

They played and spilled the oil, on the floor, and the wall. =.='''

 

our cook for the night.

it dont look very attractive on pics but it actually taste quite good. I like the balsam pear and sardin the most. Still feeling reluctant to accept corn as part of vege.. so the egg i ate real few~ but it's nice. :) Oooh~ they had the soup served too! but no pics~ xD

 Taadaa~ Laze even fill our rice! So i really only sit there and wait for food. :) Bo huat.. i don't know how to cook.

all finished~ actually i want to fill rice again, but sadly, no more rice~ T.T the balsam pear really nice lar~~

me and elooi then serve as the cleaning force, wash all dishes. haha! I will learn to cook.... someday later! Hmph! Thanks for the dinner after all.



by the way, went to Mansion 69 on Wednesday. It was real fun and real embarrassed as well. I have mixed feeling for the last two buckets of heneiken! Cause it was enjoyable but also the reason for all my shame~ Sigh

i hate needles!

i've beeng stung 3 times, in a weekend.

i personally would like to call this situation, DAMMIT 

yes, god damn it! 3 times! what a stupid fate of mine!! Urgh! God~ don't you know i hate needles?

The first time, i was eating at Shafikah before going back to sp, a stupid bee decided to commit suicide, with my left arm. 

"Shhhhhhhhit!!!!!"

I'm sure my voice was way louder than the pouring outside Shafikah.

At first, it was just a very very small dot with a little reddish and much pain.Then, i got back to SP, thinking that, it's just a small bee, my arm will be fine soon. Plus, my arm really doesn't look very serious, i guess it will be okay the next day. When i woke up, it becomes this.

It swollen for about 3 or 4 inches area and it looks like i have muscle! Yea, it's funny but actually not enjoyable for me. :( The hole becomes bigger, and the whole swollen part is warmer than my other body parts. It gets so itchy when i sleep that i keep on scratching it, it's beyond my control! 

Then i went out with Lao Hong them for supper at Raja Uda. We stopped at the wrong place and ended up drinking a drink and left to the right place again. I was full when i reached, so i went Raja Uda, but didn't eat the famous tom yam. Sigh. Enson teased that it's my karma to be stung by bee for bullying him too much! 

I swear, i will pluck the wings of all bees that i catch from now on, and then use water colour to paint it all black! Make it to do pole dance for me! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Then the next day, which is today, i need to go clinic to take blood test, as i promised my dad when i was in Indonesia. I was planning to skip the test, but my dad called to the doctor. Dammit! If i don't go, my dad will find out. So, shitty, i go... and i lost in Sri Wang, again! It's stupid, for sp-ian to lost in sp. :(

D: eh, why your arm got plaster?

C: I was stung by a been last few days. Can I just DON'T get the injection? 

D: oo.. You guess?

C: erm... Yes? *nodding head*

D: oo.. normally we give injection la..

C: oo... then, i'll get the injection la... T.T

So, i kena two injection, one for taking blood, one for the stupid bee! 

I was so damn scare when i was lying on the bed! 

D: don't look, i scare later you'll faint.

C: @.@''' oo.. okok!!! 

then finally, two little bottles of my blood flow out from my right arm, i only know it was two bottles when it's done. Then an injection again, on my left arm, and it's really hurt, even till now. :(

so bee stung + one injection + blood test = 3 stung 

i pay at the counter, RM110. What the heck?! You poked two holes on my body, take two bottles of my blood and i still have to pay you RM110???!!! URGH! 

i leave the clinic with RM3 in my pocket. Then i got lost in Sri Wang again and don't know why i turned to the pisang goreng there. So i decided to buy pisang goreng to compensate myself. Then AGAIN, i don't know how and why, i reached taman sejati  when i actually wanna go back to my house =.=

Then, finally, i got home and i start to feel dizzy again. When my mum's phone rang, i grab her phone and try to get it to her, then my vision got black and i hit myself against the door. OUCH!! Do i need to explain how much it hurts?! Fine, 

IT'S REALLY HURT!!!!!

i've been feeling dizzy when i get up from lying after the blood test today. Whatever, it happens all the time. When i tell people, they say, you're just being sensitive. When i fainted, then they ask, how come you never tell?!

Only after i meet my classmates i realise that i actually cannot eat seafood and chicken, or my wound will get itchy. =.=''' i ate many crabs today, and i ate many praws yesterday. wtf~ That's why i've been scratching it all the time. 

by the way, it's been a wonderful week, though my weekend is rather miserable. But, i'm happy, truly happy on how i pass this week. :) This week, maybe not. I know something i don't like is coming. 

i promised myself to sleep early and look what is the time now.. 4.57am... urgh! Tomorrow i will sleep on 12midnight! Been running out of my schedule ever since i sleep late once on 4.30am last week. :( In love with Facebook the mood weather report application, now i unlock 50 over 88 emoticon ad ^^ Unlock each a day~

不如远走高飞，自己解围，我，无路可退。

难熬的不是距离，是牵挂。

我是懦弱的人，只想要得到好的，不想承担失败。

shhhhhh.... don't tell anyone

国王的驴耳朵的故事

从前，有一个富裕的王国，那里的国王英明、百姓勤劳，全国和乐融融。但是，国王有一个不为人知的烦恼，就是他的耳朵一天比一天长。
国王每天都担心:我的耳朵越来越长，如果百姓知道了，他们一定会嘲笑我……因此为了遮住长耳朵，国王特别订做了一顶大帽子。
全国的人民都很好奇:为什么国王每天都带着大帽子呢?但是，没有人敢问，所以也没有人知道国王长了一对长耳朵。

有一天，国王发现自己的头发太长了，便请宫里最守信用的理发师，进宫帮他剪头发。理发师小心翼翼的脱下国王的帽子，看见国王的耳朵，吓得直发抖。 国王对他说:“我听说你是个守信用的人，我要你发誓，绝对不会说出我长了驴耳朵的秘密，如果你违背了誓言，我就把你关起来!!”理发师不停的点头说:“您放心!我绝对会保密的!”
理发师回到家，邻居都跑来问:“听说你进宫帮国王剪头发呀!那你知道国王为什麼每天都带著一顶大帽子吗?国王到底是不是秃头呀?”但是理发师只是摇摇头，什么也不敢说。
理发师虽然守住了秘密，可是却每天反覆的想著:“国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！”他一直将秘密闷在心里，终于生病了。
医生建议理发师:“你到深山里挖一个洞，对著洞口大声说出藏在心中的秘密，病就会好了。”

理发师听了医生的话，立刻到深山里挖了个地洞，对著洞口大声喊:“国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！”

说完以后，理发师觉得轻松多了，他开心的说:“啊！说出秘密真舒服呀！”接著，他用泥土把洞口埋起来，高高兴性的回家去了。
几年以后，埋住国王秘密的洞口长出一棵大树。有一天，一个牧羊少年砍下那棵大树的数枝，做成了一只笛子。
牧羊少年在草原上吹笛子，没想到这只笛子吹出来的声音竟然是:“国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！国王有一对驴耳朵！”少年觉得这只笛子真神奇，就到城里边走边炫燿。
不久，城里所有的人都听到了笛声，最后，连国王也知道笛子说出“国王有一对驴耳朵”这件事情。国王非常的生气，可是却懂那是个事实。

于是，国王想了想，决定把全国的百姓集合起来，然后脱下大帽子。大家看到国王的长耳朵，都吓了一大跳。
国王笑著对大家说:“这是上天送给我的礼物，让我用这对长耳朵聆听你们的心声，好好治理国家！”大家听了，全都感动的鼓起掌来。 勤政爱民的国王，也更受人民的爱戴。

秘密说出来了，大家都得到了幸福。

i think most of us heard this bedtime story before, right?

The truth is, it's hard to keep a secret. Sometimes it's torture to keep a secret too. I once make a mistake by telling out something i shouldn't. You don't know how it feels. You seriously can't imagine how it feels to be like me at that moment. The guilt can kill.

So, i'm forcing myself to learn, to be a good secret keeper. Not that i'm keeping things away from people, but i wasn't supposed to tell at first. People tell me secrets cause they have faith in me, i have to make the faith worthy. When they say 'keep it a secret' then i have to hold on to it too.

Both besties, it's a dilemma to choose, telling or not. I know i wouldn't be blame if i tell it this time, but it's a test that i have to pass myself. I'm still struggling. When i'm not telling, it doesn't mean i measure you lessor than anyone of my friends.

As long as you knew the answer of who dropped into the love river, then it wouldn't be such a sin for me not telling, i guess? :)

Why ah shun char kuei teow didn't open today.. sigh, i was so excited for it samo.. 

I'm a cereal killer!

Be aware that there's a cereal killer on the move! Let's welcome, the very best~~~~~~~~ LIM CINDY!!

Yes, when i say cereal, it means CEREAL!! don't doubt me!

This is what i had for breakfast for today. :) Finally i bought a new box of koko krunch~ *loving it deep deep* and full cream milk which i always forgot to drink it. haha! I wasn't supposed to open it today you know?

Well, due to severe technical problem, the breakfast that i supposed to go with Laze today is cancel. (Urgh, i miss Hokkien Mee!). The cause of the severe technical problem is i went to pay college tuition fees with Elooi and Tortoise yesterday morning and then had a meal at Subway *loving it deep deep*. Then, as usual, i forgot my phone in Enson's car and left it for the whole darn day. Then when i finally collect my pitiful phone at supper time, i only checked missed calls and messages without glancing at the low batt situation.

Poor thing, it has been trapped by me in Enson's car, now i still giving it less care. :( So when laze try to call me this morning, TAADAA~ my phone's battery got empty and auto off jor~ So he called 4 times and i was still in my dreamland. :)

By the way, forgot to tell you that it's been wonderful days since Friday. Well, it was simple days, but i love simple. Well, the most of it is teasing Largy and receiving all shocking news. Yes, very SHOCKING indeed. Also, in one day i ate 3 kinds of fruit! Aw~ you have no idea how rare a hostel student have the chance to enjoy fruit, don't you? Guava, grapes, and my favorite bananas~ ^^

one of my favorita~ i was walking back to the car with Hory after going for tarot cards, and we passed through Baskin Robbins then only i realise, it was 31st may! How lucky!!! :))))) So i got myself a mad for chocolate and gold medal ribbon. Haha, i'm still so overwhelmed with it. WHEE!

and to my biggest satisfaction is this!!! Pong Pia!!!! arrrrrrr! I love it soooooooooo much! :DDD

You're just a stupid kid who thought you're so brilliant, you dumbass~ By laughing for those stupidity i had done all my part. :)