bubbye year one!

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最遗憾的不是自己爱的人爱上了别人，也不是不爱了，而是明明是相爱的，却把感情一分为二，或者更多的份，还口口声声的说只是暧昧，不是感情，更不是爱，这是很让人怒发且难于接受的。暧昧，说白了，其实就是一种掩饰。一个人可以和很多人暧昧，但却是不可以爱着很多人的，所以暧昧是一个很好的借口。暧昧是一种等待确定的感情，可以随时随地的开始，也可以随时随地的结束。

虽然暧昧着是轻松的，但最后造成伤害一样是那么的痛。人的感情是很难控制的一种东西，心口不能如一，就是因为不想欺骗自己的感情，又不想隐瞒真实的感受。暧昧是糖，甜到忧伤。

暧昧永远都没有爱情重要，但请记得，如果一个人真正的爱你，是不会和你去暧昧的。如果你也爱一个人，请不要去和别人暧昧，因那样会伤到你们之间得来不易的爱情，也会伤害到其他人。暧昧只能弥补内心一时的空虚，是长久不了的。爱情，是容不下一点点的欺骗和虚伪的，更容不下的是 暧昧。

我讨厌爱搞暧昧的人。说难听点，我看不起你。明明是个滥情的人，却说得自己处于两难。明明得一想二，却敢做不敢认。明明把感情搞得一塌糊涂，还好意思说出来。最无聊的是我，明明不关我的事，却鸡婆的想slap你两巴掌。看到那么烂的你，我除了想两桶水泼醒那两个还对你死心塌地的女孩，告诉她们你一点都不值得以外，还想用香蕉塞进你的鼻孔，让你窒息而死！别再半夜call我，call一次骂一次！搞定你的问题才来跟我说话，明明是最幸福的那个，还敢给我摆出一幅‘我快死了’的样子，受不了！

Finally exam is over, including my little part time job. Feel like i'm not helping much, as what i taught tortoise n sf didn't come out in the final. Sorry~ i really thought depreciation is out of syllabus! :P But there's one thing come to my realise when i look back those account, i really know how to do (other than some that i forgot at first)!

I used to think that my account is so awful bad, but when i look back all the account in year1 year2, i realise that i actually know how to do it! I understand why this amount should be here, why that amount should be there, why this account should be debit, etc. So i really did learn something from last two years of diploma studies.

It's kinda surprise for me actually. I'm learning it, bit and bit without my notice. :) Well, it's really good to know that my account base is stronger than what i thought.

After this holiday, i'm a Year Two in Advanced Diploma student already, hopefully! Whee~ one step closer to my aim! Last time i wasn't so excited about going UK, but now all a sudden, i'm desperately wanting to go UK. Finish my last step, proving to myself of the accomplishment i made. It will be such a great thing for me, i mean it!

By the way, a temple is built near my hostel here, and now it got 'ko tai' every night after i finished my last paper. Can't really relax even after exam. Sigh, luckily i'm going home tomorrow so i don't have to bear with the noise that last till 12midnight for every night! I mean no disrespect but still it's really loud when i hear it from my room! Now a girl is singing '热情的沙漠' Urgh! :( and i can get my parcel of the dress that i ordered from Dainty Dresser too~ it's going to reach tomorrow, what a great timing.^^

What to do in holidays? Well i have it planned, just don't know if my plan works or not. *laughs* Gonna be lot's of resting, lot's of movies, lot's of food, lot's of sleeps! All the results, orientation week, repeat subjects, all throw it away first! Actually o week is not really my problem already. 

Watched When in Rome, it's simple yet nice~ i love Kristen Bell! I fell in love with her since i watch Forgetting Sarah Marshall! Can't wait for Prince of Persia and Ip Man II! It's been like ages since i last stepped in Gurney ( I really have that kind of feeling, hah!) and i can't remember the last movie i watched. *laughs*

Recommending a very nice song from Malaysian artist, Mizz Nina featuring Colby O Donis, in support of Malaysian production! whee~



Well, enjoy the two new songs for my blog too. I love it!

做什么事都要被人指责，教朋友account也被骂。

我真的很不爽！

我没有要你觉得我很厉害，也没有要你觉得你应该称赞我， 

但可不可以至少在我努力的时候，不给鼓励，也不要觉得我只是在给借口！

你的女儿没你想得那么差！我不是爱玩所以不回家！我真的只是帮别人，为什么就不能相信我！