Damn i'm so sick of this. I hate exam. Guess i dont have to repeat this sentence over and over again, right? Everybody hates it, those who don't, consult your doctor, you might have some mental problem.
17th! come fast please!
Time
I slept on 9am today till 5.45pm which i nearly cant wake up on time to fetch ah Giam ♥ from work. Aikss. Good to see him, i think i kinda miss him. xD I didn't really spend time with him since exam started, let me guess, since 1st of Sept? OMG! it's been so long! Well he praised me for my professional driving skill, i hope he enjoyed the 'excitement' along the ride.
Since exam started i have no time. No time for E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.
No time for shopping
No time for paradise beach, heneiken, mois
No time for shopping
No time for my mum
No time for red box
No time for mask
No time for hangout
No time for trying to open my hse mail box
No time to rape Enson
No time to take picture!
I sleep or study. That's all for the story for my 24hours per day. After audit paper i thought to go out and have some fun in Red Box, i ended up sleeping while people sang. The DM paper that killed me like a razor blade, makes me realised that, even you spend every second on study, still, your brain dont have 1Gb memory capacity to keep it. Me with my 128Mb still under upgrade process. Well, see you again soon, DM. i rather study smart than study hard. i didn't drop a tear for this exam, cause i know it doesn't my crying after all.
so i have had whole plan for my holidays after exam. Hehe~
gonna have a hair cut, movieS, bbq party, lots of hangout with the gang, learn the way to airport to fetch sis, 2 or 3 birthday celebration, club, Queensbay, going taiping, cameron maybe?.
by the way, langkawi trip still on?
Time, time, time. So few time, so much to do. I may be lavish on time in other people's eyes, as i should be study or make good. But, you have no idea, the time i spent, it worths. Life have more things to experience other than stucking your head inside pages.
Choice
I wonder with choices that people made, sometimes mine too. Seeing them with their choices, i wonder if they will regret or not. But, i may be worrying too much i guess? They seem happy with it. What we can do is just give them some suggestions, choices are still them to make.
Looking at the bright side, are we being opstimistic or too naive?
Now, see the mess that we made, the scene that we caused, the words that we said, the harm that we done.
Aren't you regret?
then we started to find excuses for our choice, put the blame on others, ignore the pain we feel, pretend that everything is fine, close our ears upon gossips, begging for forgiveness, make good for the harm that we done.
Now let's see, isn't looking at the bright side is just being arrogant? Too arrogant to accept that choices are come with two sides.
Good and bad.
Dont ask for forgiveness, if you made the choice without thinking it twice.
Don't blame people for your fault, when you're the one who made them do what they have done.
Don't drop a tear, if you've understood the consequences when you make your choice
Don't look back, when you fell for your own choice
Don't make choices that you know you gonna regret.
No words allow.
I know i shouldn't be giving opinion in other people's life. But i just want to say, for every harm that we done, it marks a scar.
Look at the scars that left on yourselves before you make a choice, or the scars that you left on someone else.
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