The assignment that i have just finished working on, is returned by our team leader. Have to relate it to the case, relate it to the case. Thought that i finally done it before the early due date to get bonus mark but now, all gone. It's the second assignment that i have to redo. English outline is another disaster as well, i spend all night long to vomit the outline out, but Ms Monica rejected it. Now i have totally no clue on how to do both of the assignment.
frustrated irritated annoyed and felt so useless
Still have a test on Tuesday and a presentation on Wednesday. Can i skip it just because i don't have mood for that?
Though i finally get the information i needed, but ptptn wedsite is under maintainance for a week. I cant send my application form for loan. The deadline supposed to be today. But the website have been under maintainance since last Monday. It said the website to be reopen on 19th 7a.m. but i waited till now. The bloody page still remain the same.
Hory bought me another 3 goldfish today, so total i have 9 fishes. One of the fishes that i got last night seems like dying, i cant do anything to help, as it is fish, i cant even bring it to the vet. I samo have to quarantine it so that it wont affect the other fishes. Just can watch it die slowly. Feel so bad watching it suffer.
That's why i hate keeping these little pets, improper care wil cause them die. They are so fragile. It's life, even though it is small. I don't have the responsible and i hate seeing them die. I have totally no experience in keeping fish, and no intention to keep at first. I'm not a good owner, right? I know, but i'm trying my best. I'll treat them with the best i can.
Keep on living.
When you have a bad day, whatever that comes to your mind turns bad. Yes, it's bothering me that whatever i think now is in grey mode. Lots and lots of thoughts going through my mind, i wish to stop it or just pause it but i cant. I force myself to think, over and over again.
May god bless the soul of people that we love, in heaven or living. They will go to a better place, right? Keep their eyes on us, watching us, continuing our journey. They will be the angel that leads us through the fog, they will be the stars, that guard our hopes. They live, in our heart. I might not be close to you, but i wanted to tell you that, i do care about you. Stay strong, friend.
Like i said, today is not my day.
i miss you
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