saying it

say it's about the farking responsibility

say it's the friendship

say it's about the teamwork

say its not going to make it

say it's about the truth face of human

say it's so sick!

say it's about the evil in every man >.<

sau its not what i wished

say it's about the stuck up

say it's about the laughter

say it's the feel that change

say it's losing, all the thing

say it's about everything

say it's suffocating!

say it's about actually everything means nothing

say it's about pressure )=

say it's hard

say it's about understanding

say it is exhausting

say it's about forgiving and forgeting

say it's so over the edge

say it's about wicked

say it's about success

say it, whatever you want

say it, everyone is saying it

but as everyone is saying

who is listening?

say it's about SLOW DOWN!

say it's about let's go beach!

say it's about movie's time!

say it, dont worry so much, i got your back

say it's about go and sing your lungs out

say it, dare me again if you have guts

say it about the naughty stuff again

say it like we love to walk and walk and walk

say it, chill.. man~

say it, like i give a damn?!

say its about enjoying!

say it that finally we done it like a rock star!

say it as nothing can take the fun away

say it, anyone wants a beer?

say it when ppl are stronger and tougher

i'm listening

but who is saying?

let's smile (=

i'm waiting,

anyone is going to say it?

life is great, dont lose the fun

treasure every moment

gastric

Gastric again...

argh.. it's killing me.. i hate gastric!!!!!!! Went to see swc photo shooting just now, i'm not joining as a committee so i think i shouldn't go into pictures. That's not my point, after the photo shooting we went to eat ice kacang.

i wasn't hungry that time, but after the ice-kacang gets into my stomach, i start to feel something bad. We went to gurney and the pain was killing. Feels like want to vomit.. yerk~

and even though i know i should eat, but i dont have the desire to eat, at all. i'm not hungry, why gastric?

actually so far today isnt a very good day (except the Mr. muscle that i met in Gurney just now), just my stomach makes me feel even worse.. sigh..

First time ever

Just some first time of mine. If I tag you, it means I want to know yours. Copy and paste this note into your notes, delete my answers, and fill yours in. ;P

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
i was the committee, cant take a date!

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
Ya

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
Red wine

4. What was your FIRST job?
Shoe shope when i was in form 5

5. What was your FIRST car?
Isuzu Trooper, it's my dad's

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
Ah Giam

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
Jia Xin, i wonder if she went to college d or not

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Miss Wong. Well, i love her in first grade, i hate her in fifth grade

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
i forgot, Johor i guess? i was jus a 3 o 4-year-old kid le

10. Who was your FIRST best friend?
Lui Pai Shuang. But lost contact for years d

11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
cousin's house

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Ah Giam

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
lol... i guess i was just a baby that time, and baby doesnt rmb things

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
cuddled

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
too bad, never been to any, Maroon 5 wait for me!

16. FIRST tattoo?
Not getting any

17. FIRST piercing?
7 years old?

18. FIRST foreign country you've gone to?
Thailand or Singapore? i cant remember

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
cant rmb

20. When was your FIRST detention?
i was a good kid

22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
My sis?

23. If you had one wish, what would it be?
36 hours a day

24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
Piano, i left it..

25. Did you marry the FIRST person to ask for you/ you asked to marry?
Nope.. i was in kindergarden when the boy asked.. underage that time..

26. What was the first sport you were involved in?
Running

27. What were the first lessons you ever took?
Dance

28. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
Switch on my laptop

29. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
Dunno

Tag tag tag:

Bee Phang

Hory hor

Vincent Ong

Lv Jun

Wuang Ching

Laine

Daryl

Jason Tan

Kelvin Guan

Cuz i had a bad day

today is not my day

The assignment that i have just finished working on, is returned by our team leader. Have to relate it to the case, relate it to the case. Thought that i finally done it before the early due date to get bonus mark but now, all gone. It's the second assignment that i have to redo. English outline is another disaster as well, i spend all night long to vomit the outline out, but Ms Monica rejected it. Now i have totally no clue on how to do both of the assignment.

frustrated irritated annoyed and felt so useless

Still have a test on Tuesday and a presentation on Wednesday. Can i skip it just because i don't have mood for that?

Though i finally get the information i needed, but ptptn wedsite is under maintainance for a week. I cant send my application form for loan. The deadline supposed to be today. But the website have been under maintainance since last Monday. It said the website to be reopen on 19th 7a.m. but i waited till now. The bloody page still remain the same.

Hory bought me another 3 goldfish today, so total i have 9 fishes. One of the fishes that i got last night seems like dying, i cant do anything to help, as it is fish, i cant even bring it to the vet. I samo have to quarantine it so that it wont affect the other fishes. Just can watch it die slowly. Feel so bad watching it suffer.

That's why i hate keeping these little pets, improper care wil cause them die. They are so fragile. It's life, even though it is small. I don't have the responsible and i hate seeing them die. I have totally no experience in keeping fish, and no intention to keep at first. I'm not a good owner, right? I know, but i'm trying my best. I'll treat them with the best i can.

Keep on living.

When you have a bad day, whatever that comes to your mind turns bad. Yes, it's bothering me that whatever i think now is in grey mode. Lots and lots of thoughts going through my mind, i wish to stop it or just pause it but i cant. I force myself to think, over and over again.

May god bless the soul of people that we love, in heaven or living. They will go to a better place, right? Keep their eyes on us, watching us, continuing our journey. They will be the angel that leads us through the fog, they will be the stars, that guard our hopes. They live, in our heart. I might not be close to you, but i wanted to tell you that, i do care about you. Stay strong, friend.

Like i said, today is not my day.

i miss you

Bon Odori

Bloggers, i'm back!

well, went to Bon Odori today, it's sucha fun festival! it's my first time to be there, though i've been in Penang for 2 years ++ But no photos to upload, cuz i still have get my camera back.. sigh~

and it makes me want a kimono so much!! argh!! Girls look so cute in those komonos, i know i wont be, but i still want a kimono!

The games that i wanted to play for so long, finally i played it! haha! fish catching! Too bad, i only caught 4, Hory got like 7 or 8, but each of us only allowed to keep 3, so it's useless to catch so many oso lar~ Anyway those fishes look so pity, i think half of them will die la... People just wanted to play the game, who really care about them wor..

So, i keep the fishes, 6 of them including Hory's cuz he dont have the interest of keeping them, so, i'll take care of them~ ^^

i was afraid that they will die before we reach home, as they have to hang on in a small plastic bag for 5 hours. Though they look like suffocating when we were on the way back, but they all survive!

Now though i change a small tank and feed some bread for them, but they still keep on floating to the water surface to breathe. i donno why? it is normal for them to do that? i scare they will die lar..

Hope that they can survive till tomorrow when Hory help me to buy a filter...

Be strong! Fishies!

And, i fished 3 ballons too, though i dunno what should i do with it after i fished it, but still, i fished 3 ballons! The rope not even torn! i'm so pro!

Then

Yes! i'm saying you! It's you! dont have to look around! Jason Tan HS! How dare you har.. come back didnt meet us, but go out with two za bo har... Luckily i saw you in Bon Odori, or else i dont even know that you're in Penang.. You want kena izz??? This fellow come back from KL, but he didnt even tell! OMG~ heartless.. you break my fragile heart d~ T-T

Well it was so hot there and 6 of us sweat like bathing.. but the food is delicious~ i love the korokke.. yum yum~ and we were dancing along the crowd (i was forced to dance -.-). Japanese culture is so attractive, the dance, the songs, the languague, the food, the games, it's so nice.. Though we were bored a little, but the whole night still excites me ^^

The fireworks that everyone been waiting for, sadly it's a bit disappointing for me.. It's great, actually. Just that i expect more lo.. Cause everyone says it like so so so so so awesome, so i put quite high hope on it.

haha

Great night for my weekend.. just night, the day was horrible. But i'm not going to talk about it. At least i'm better than the one who watch naruto then ironman then transformer then rattatouile at home..

Working man is different, as quoted by him.. haha =^^=

(tsk tsk, so called different hor~ pity pity.. muahaha~)

and thanks Hory for the free coupons~ whee~~~

i'm blogging now, you see..

mr.kelvin you're right

maybe just by half

recently not in the mood of writing any words

not because i'm head over heels

but i jus cant catch anything for me to blog

moody moody

yes.. currently in a low mood.. though nothing bad happened

i donno why?

well, i guess i dont need to have a reason to be emo, right?

need some spice in life, something to makes me feel like

'oh my god!! i just wish to run for it!!'

yea, now i remember what it calls,

motivation!

urgh~ advanced diploma didnt really bring an advanced life...

all the cells in my body for craziness, fun, energetic are drying up..

i need something REAL GOOD to happen! let me feel motivated again please! >.<'''

alright, enough mumbling...

gonna take a nap.. ciao~

i'm a very bad influence

tagged by wuangching
I have. . . (1 point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 7

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 7

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 5

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 4

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

MY TOTAL: 2

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 4

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 3

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 7

Grand Total: 44

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

10 people to tag :

1.Hory

2.Hui Yeen

3.Kee Guan

4.Lv Jun

5.Shiyi

6.Zoe

7.Daryl

8.Mr.Kelvin

9.Hock Shi

10.Shwuwoan

convo

Sorry bloggie for abondon you for such a long time

but for real it's just a week, why ppl say i din blog for AGES?

you guys blog too often la

haha

Well, i've been a little busy... you know~❤

the week is flooded by

convo, outings, movies, chats, assigments, presentations, tutorials and whatsoever~

that was the chaos that passed

still have those that yet to come to me

fuh~ life is getting more and more interesting, i'm looking forward for it... ^^

CONVO

it's totally highlight of the week!

i'm so overexcited by convocation, even rehearsal has made me nervous! haha~ step into CA with ex-classmates that have went to further studies at UTAR.. the chatters never stop! complaints about the new enviroment, gossip about other friends, joking and laughing, teased by jason and the others, people just way too overwhelm to meet the long-time-no-see friends!

The convo day, i nearly overslept again! Luckily Wuang Ching come and wake me up, but actually she overslept as well... haha.. Both of us rushed to college then register and start to snap photos... Everyone, for your information, i snap 199 photos for just that few hours... Fuhyoo... I'm amazed by myself... wahaha~

But still, there're some friends that i didnt have chance to take photo with them... Sigh~ LvJun, KiahYih, Winson and a few more...

thanks Mama for the beautiful sunflower~ and thanks for making all the way long to penang on early morning... love you~

and thanks tortoise for being my photographer of the day.... you've been running all around the college with me, i'm so touched! you are the best lar~~

Convocation, it's the biggest event for diploma students, that's the motivation for us to study hard for exam, right? To step in CA wearing in robe, accept the scroll from principal on stage. Finally i have accomplished something.

i'm a diploma holder

^^

ps: i'm too lazy to upload pics here...

view my facebook la~