Sometimes i feel so small.
Just so small i can't even see myself. Maybe i don't want to either. It is so hard to look into the mirror when you're failure.
Do you feel like me? I wonder if anyone feel so bad about themselves. If i was given a chance to live other people's life, i think i will take it in a heartbeat. I just want to stop feeling so bad all the time. I just want to feel good being myself, even for just a day.
I just wished i can see the better version of myself. I can't imagine it now. I wish fast forward 10 years i will laugh at myself for thinking like this, but i worry by then i will be even worse.
How to stop yourself from rotting? I just feel everything is so broken inside, can i replace anything and become better?
