时间

原来到了这个年纪
时间真的是最珍贵的东西

朝九晚五的工作
把生命里每一天的阳光都送给了工作
回家后累瘫地躺在床上
就开始倒数另一天的到来

好多好多事 很想做
然后到最后 都忘了做
或者 都过了该做的时候了

真懊恼啊

时间少得想 好好地看一看对方
都觉得奢侈

Dust

Sometimes i feel so small.

Just so small i can't even see myself. Maybe i don't want to either. It is so hard to look into the mirror when you're failure.

Do you feel like me? I wonder if anyone feel so bad about themselves. If i was given a chance to live other people's life, i think i will take it in a heartbeat. I just want to stop feeling so bad all the time. I just want to feel good being myself, even for just a day.

I just wished i can see the better version of myself. I can't imagine it now. I wish fast forward 10 years i will laugh at myself for thinking like this, but i worry by then i will be even worse.

How to stop yourself from rotting? I just feel everything is so broken inside, can i replace anything and become better?