wan an

Starry starry night

paint your palette blue and grey

look out on a summer's day

with eyes that know the darkness in my soul.

听着电脑里传来Joanna Wong的 ‘Vincent'

享受着一个人的情人节

想起‘溏心风暴’里Alfred在船上唱给常在心听的那一幕

情人节 若是那样 多好

若我醉了 该有多好

情人节快乐 ♥

致：伤痛

一直处于无助的状态

多希望可以把一切说开

这种无静止的战争

已快要把我的坚持给消耗完了

精神崩溃 离我不远了

曾经自己很爱那灰色地带

总觉得 这是个舒服有没有界限的世界

但 现在却变成了让自己致死的要害

那种难受 难以化开

我承认最近的我 是不快乐的

以前 再不开心 也有那一个欣慰的理由

现在 砸了 只留下一地的眼泪

我懂的 回不去了

不管什么 也不能挽回了

理解自己被痛恨 却没办法做些什么

只能放任它继续蔓延 腐坏

眼睁睁地看着它在我面前 消逝

好无助

容忍自己每一次深呼吸后

需要面对的难过

我总会习惯 这难受的

告诉自己没关系 我不在乎

虽然我懂得 我不会相信

但牵强的微笑 永胜于放肆的眼泪

soon to sleep

Washed away all the sad post, not gonna see it again. It's done! I'm not gonna drown myself in the mood of falling down :) Got some inspiration from a friend, who makes me wonder, why should i be so sad? It's so so over now. Thanks for making me realized. I think that's the best thing you've ever did to me, maybe the last thing too, i don't know? who cares :)

Sometimes rain falls down, just to make sure all the dust will go away from your sight. When the sun comes out, you see everything clearer. :)

Then i laugh and laugh, over and over again, like i never did before. :)

mostly because it's flyday today XD