bare foot

i can't remember the last time i went to beach and really had a good time. 

No parties, no games, no hiding expression, no trying to make a 'high' at a gathering..

Just talking, just lying, just drinking, just enjoying.

how does it feels when you touch the sand with bare foot?

I miss the beach, with you guys. 

when will it comes back?

will it even come back?

快乐

.

对于我拥有的平淡，一向来很满足。


因为懒惰争闹，所以选择  体谅 & 原谅  。


然后才发现其实这样生活，



更值得微笑。

最近

我过得很好 :)

他给我的五份感触

一个在酒吧的晚上，让我遇见了五个让我有着感触的人。来自不同地方，五个不关联的人，曾出现在我生命里不一样的时间里，可是如今却在同一个夜晚，同一个地点里出现。:)

之一，
或许是我一直都认定，我们不会再见面
所以你叫着我的时候，我才会如此的惊讶。
你总是在不经意的时候出现，勾起我的回忆
还是那一个笑脸，
但厚厚的陌生，像鸿沟一样把我们隔开。
也对的，有着天壤地别的生活圈子的我们，
可以是彼此生命里的一个小小角色，我已觉得欣慰
彼此都微笑着，此刻，言语显得多余。
我们都过得很好，那就好了。

曾经你说，不管别人给于什么评价，最重要是你怎么看待。
到这一刻，我都记得。

之二，
看着那背影掠过我眼前，我就认出你了。
那么多年的朋友，完全不容许我有出错的机会。
还没从悲伤里走出来吗？
别让它淹没了你，懂不懂？
都喝得站不稳了，还跟我嚷着要来个抱抱。
你的朋友说，他还是那么的伤心。
看着你醉得傻傻的，我却笑不出来。
这种伤痛，总有复原的一天，你要耐心的等待。
何必天天借酒消愁呢？

要学会为自己微笑。

之三，
有些事情的发生，是冥冥中有着安排的。
所以，已经三年多没见面的朋友，
竟然也让我在你离职前一天，
遇上了。
没想到你和我一样，都还记得对方。
你还是那么洒脱，
告诉我，
接了一份新的工作，明天就会去新加坡。
所以下次我们再见面，我们就去吃海南鸡饭。
那三年多的空白仿佛在我们谈话间都不见了
还是那么的快乐。

之四，
你说在吉隆坡生存，真的好压力。
即使你不向别人抢，他们还是会跟你争
看着你伤心，我满满的不舍。
我舍不得，看着我的好朋友那么难过，却帮不上忙。
你让我发现，
原来我们都真的在长大了
要背负的责任越来越多，
要面对的事情也越来越不在自己掌控之中。
心里要照顾的人越来越多，可以留给自己的却也越来越少。
担心着谁不戒烟，谁又为了别人丢了自己。

很多时候，即使我们愿意尽自己的本分
还是阻挡不了排山倒海的艰辛。

别灰心，我当你的拉拉队！

之五
你的开朗，感染了我。
我的灰色变成了彩虹。
有很多事情，真的不需要太在意。
我也不明白，为什么大家对我有这种想法，
但是从负面到正面，至少大家对我都很关心，不是吗？
不去解释些什么，我知足的。

Cameron Highland

Went to Cameron on the public holiday. It was fun, relaxing and enjoyable. :) I love that place a lot.

Went to Ipoh McD on the way, watch Uruguay vs. Netherlands. Ming Loong won two oranges for betting Netherlands. Vynn lose strawberry pancake for betting Uruguay. Lol. 

Then as usual, i fell asleep after eating then when i was in half conscious, i heard laze say our car no petrol ad! But it was 6am, all petrol stations were closed. So we off engine and sleep in the car for one or two hour then continue the trip.

Went to Bee Garden. It was pretty, yet scary! the buzzy sound was everywhere! Phobia since i kena stung but still i walked into the garden! How brave~

BOH Tea Centre, i like the place alot! too bad it rained! :( the view is awesome! 

my passion fruit tea and scone. it's especially nice with the strawberry jam~ yummy~

cactus farm. i'm not a fan of cactus and it's even more ugly when it grow bigger and bigger. ew~

friend said i sleep from the start till the end of journey. haha. just when in the car ok~ :) too bad we don't get the chance to eat strawberry pancake! i saw it from chiachyi's blog, it look so delicious!

Finally, june passed. So glad for it. Now it's like an early christmas for me with tight budget. haha! Spent too much on shopping. :P Now everything bad must be gone! I'm gonna enjoy my everything-good-life~ Cause you tasted the bitter, so you know the precious of sweetness.

C'est la vie ♥

Twilight Saga: Eclipse

Guess this must be the hottest topic in town other than world cup. But i'm not going to watch it. Too bad for me, ain't it? Well even myself feel so, losing chance to watch a movie that i might like. But i'm really so sick of it.

When the first movie on show, i was extremely excited to go for it. But forgot for what reason, i was not able to watch it in the first week. Then when i was finally going to watch, friends start telling me,

gosh, i wish Edward Cullen was my boyfriend.
OMG, Cullen is so handsome!
Why i'm not Bella?!!
Edward Cullen is so romantic, i wish he loves me
Why you still haven't watch it? fast fast go, then u will fall for Edward Cullen too!

I vowed that I heard each of those sentences for at least 3 times. Then my desire for that movie turned down immediately. There might be tons of nonsense reasons why i watch a movie, the clothes are nice, the set is nice, i like the actor, i like the action, i like the gadget, i like the romance, i like the plot, i like the title but not because i wanna fall in love with the character. That's not a movie for. It's like the movie focus on the project how good Edward was rather than the story. A good movie don't do that!

If you wanna tell me, that's the whole story about, Edward Cullen! then bingo, i hate this kinda movie cause the title is wrong! the movie title should be Edward Cullen instead of Twilight!!!

i don't mind to be the odd one, yea, the only person who hates Edward Cullen.

Sex & the City 2

A highway-speed-like week passed, finally! Thank god for that. Felicia was back on the weekend and we went to Gurney though i was extremely tired after presentation.. Had great time with her and bunch of friends. She reminds me of what i used to be. She made me to go back to who i was too. That's why i always love her. Ya, she bitch, that's Felicia. :)

Went to watch 'Sex and the City 2'. Friends laughing about Samantha shouting 'I HAVE SEX!' in the middle of groups of Arabian man. It surprised me, cause though it's really funny, but, what i remember most was not that. and they wonder why i cry. Why not cry? it's so touching! I can't understand. :)

I love the movie a lot. Like i still lost myself in the movie after coming out from the theater. I still feel like crying when friends tell me about the Samantha jokes. Seriously i can definitely cry a hard one if i didn't hold. Like my soul bust out of the car, and i watch myself away with Enson's car, the scenes keep on flash back in my mind.

I was home finally, talking about the movie with my friend in msn. We love the scene when Gaurau said, 'Time doesn't matter. But every moment we spend, it's beautiful.' It touched me to the deepest of my heart and my tears dropped just like that. Gaurau and his wife must love each other so much, then only he can say it without any hesitation. 

Carrie and Big kept fighting over the couch. She said she need sparkles while Big is starting to get easy with everything. Then she cried when she call Big, telling him about the kiss between Aiden and her. Like a child who break a vase, don't know what to do other than wait for punishment. Friend said she thinks too much, i think he mean this scene. But i don't think so. Cause she love Big, that why she felt guilty on what she did. Cause she is being responsible to the one she love. Like Carrie said, ' i don't want to kept secret to each other' 

Only when everything falls apart she wonder why she's been complaining about everything. How Big put his feet on the couch. How Big don't like to go for the release. How Big love to stuck in the couch. How Big paying more attention to the tv than her. While the best thing in life is to watch black & white movie with the love one, being simple. She had it but she complaint about it. Isn't it good to be simple?

I vow that i will never kiss another man other than my husband. I cried for that too. :)

Those Arabian women, who were forbid to show their beauty to the world. They still want to be themselves under the black veil. The veil can cover their looks, their appearance, but it can never hide who they really are. True beauty shines from under, and it glows forever. 

This movie says a lot about many different kinds of women. I really love it.