I miss you too

Yes. I miss you! Those old time we spent, i still miss it much. Ah~ how good would that be, if we able to turn back time? How good would that be, if we able to do more with the same old ones?

Did i get you? thought i am writing a love post? Gotcha! :P

How i wish we were still in diploma, when everyone is still around this neighborhood. Every night when the time reaches, the car will stop outside my house, and Laze will yell 'Cindy! Faster!' Sure it's movie or dinner again. I miss it.

Or we go to paradise beach again! Bbq sweet potatoes, seafood party, or simply just sit on the big banners, have beers, chew some peanuts and talk. With some songs, with wan jun playing all around, wen khang and his philosophy talk, see fouw and laze betting on tiny stuffs, tortoise drawing tortoise all around. I miss it.

Playing mahjong, when one gets sleepy, another take his/her place. Yeang chuan will complain whoever that's playing so slow. Then, it's all night again. I miss it.

Watching wan jun purposely makes Laze geram then only apologize. Freezing in Q while waiting see fouw and laze finish their snooker games. Laughing out loud while enjoying yeang chuan and wan jun teasing each other. Waiting to eat while Tortoise peeling herbal egg for me. Going back to search for my phone at GSC on 2am. The emergency traffic team, when laze's car broke down at Mount Eskine. I miss it.

Talking non stop until morning and realize that actually we were just crapping. Hiked all the way through to Kerachut, but we end up lying there, with only two bottles of water and some so called poems. Eating at Domino's, we tricked See fouw to drink a cup of chilly coke. How we prank Enson, say i was going to suicide and asked him to check on me. Ends up, we were drinking beer outside my house. I miss it.

GSC. My highest record, 4 movies in 5 days. Whenever new movie is up, we will be there.

Genting! The foo-fit trip, spent 6 hours loitering in Genting before check-in. I still can laugh when thinking bout how Tortoise thought i was missing when i was just sleeping on chairs.

Oh, to See fouw's hostel again. It's like the gather point before every outing.

Sushi King! I remember how yeang chuan grab all the food for us.

Pearl Hill. We spent last Christmas there.

Deebeauty. I love how we always spend half day there with Alviz. I miss when the sofa and the comp was still there. We can even sleep there while waiting our turn.

It all happened in my life. When i stood and i looked back. It was all there. I watch how we laugh, how we chill, how we prank each other, how problems started and solved. and i miss it.

Time passed. It never turns back, that's life. We all moved on our lives. Now i'm not the one who can just call, whenever i got in trouble again. Now when i scare, i cant run to other's hostel to sleepover. Now when i pass foyer, i wont see those people who used sit there and wait for lunch with us. Now i don't talk about SWC anymore. Now the old Khaleel is closed. Now no one cries while studying with me. Now we don't cover the same blanket and talk all night.

Yeang Chuan's in KL now, Wan Jun's in Kampar, Wen Khang and Hory leaved Tarc, See Fouw moved, Laze moved too. I am not in the same place that i will hear car horn on dinner time too.

I stand right here, right now. Looking back the time we spent, and i smiled. A big one. It's meaningful, isn't it? The happiness stays, the memories last.

I miss you, do you miss me too? :)

:/

Wanted to finish the novel i bought but the dizziness got me stop reading. What's happening again this time? I'm tired of trying to find it out. :/ Migraine? Hypo? Weak blood supply? Gastric? Fever? I get enough sleep today, didn't hang out for long, have meals on time, but why still.. and tinnitus is driving me crazy. The dizziness got my mood down.

Didn't feel hungry after eating french fries, but got myself suffering in gastric now. But feeling much better after i made myself hot choco drinks. Guess i just abused my stomach too much recently. It hasn't really have a fully recovery since last semester break.

Do learning, to care about it, i mean my health.

Off to bed. Sleep the dizziness and gastric away.

Shoo~ Go Away Fever!

Okay, setting my butt on the chair and here i am, blogging again. :) Random again~

It's been a rough week for me, cuz i was physically tortured due to illness and mentally tortured due to Enson's kacau (he said i passed the germ to him). Tak boleh tahan betul~~ ish ish~ xD

Got up today feeling much better, just maybe coughing gonna stick with me longer (still coughing till now). Tsk tsk~ Thanks for all the caring, thanks for accompanying me, thanks for buying me food, thanks for bringing me medicine, thanks for urging me to bed, thanks for massage, and thanks for accepting me stubborn! Aww~ you guys are sucha great friends!! xoxo!

Well, i'm a stubborn one, if you know me well enough. No doctor, no pills, no peipagou, and my mum told me NO RICE. I'm obedient one, so no rice. :)

In fact, i'm more like fasting, appetite lost. Duh~ Dunno how much i have to eat to cover back again.. -.-''' Give me a pail of fat please! Hmp! Sick of people calling me bamboo! This is one kind of discrimination you know.

So, last night i freed myself from cage after sleeping for 34hours out of 40 hours i counted. (i did minus the time i woke up for eating cake and subaidah). it scares myself for how long i actually sleep.

Helbo called

H: Don't talk. Let me guess. Sleeping again, for countless hours. You cant even remember, how long you've maintain the sleeping position you are right now. Laptop and water bottle beside your bed, not eating cuz you lazy to get up.

C: Yea

H: And one thing, you're cursing me for calling you at this moment.

C: Damn right, asshole.

H: Oo~ You can call me asshole, means you're conscious! Not bad~ I was worrying if you will sleep and never wake up again. hah!

C: Shut up! Either you hang up or I hang you, on a tree.

H: Hah! Bye!

Went to red box and movie! Well, told you i'm the stubborn one, so i ate the red box buffet and i vomited it out, just some of it. Still glad that i went! Teehee!

"Time Traveler's Wife" is good. You can tell by seeing how much tears Cherry dropped in the cinema. Hah! I love their dialogue and i love their wedding! Awww! I love the band, the garden, the wedding dress! But not the dance floor~ hmm... (fantasying my own :D) Oh, i love the way they show how simple love can be. :)

I'm obsessed about the meteor, and Ivan said throw some lights stick will do. I heard it from somewhere a boyfriend did so for his girlfriend, it's romantic. Andy said my romantic is not expensive. *laughs* Who said romantic supposed to be expensive? Romantic doesn't have to cost a cent. At least for me, it is. :)

BUT

if anyone wanna buy me a 10 karat diamond and claim it romantic, i don't mind too... ^^

I went to Gurney with Hory just now. Loiter loiter~ Nothing to do~ Luckily he is Penang kia, if he has to go back hometown too, i will rot in hostel seriously. *laughs*

Got myself a new pillow~~ My neck! I tortured you for almost a week. Finally you got a new comfy place to rest! We bought pens, just to get 50% off for pillow. xD

and this! Does anyone remember this?

PHOBIA 2 on Monday! Woot Woot! I cant wait for it!

流星雨

流星雨18日划天际　齐来许千万心愿

二零零九年十一月七日 凌晨十二时四十一分

（槟岛西南区陈燕妮6日讯）有人说，看流星划过夜空，并默默向流星许个心愿……在所有的天象中，流星雨该是最浪漫、最迷人的了。根据天文学家预测，今年11月18日的狮子座流星雨可能会出现较大流量，甚至是“暴雨”级别，是市民观赏的好时机。

据悉，狮子座流星雨在1998年和2001年的大规模爆发，让许多爱好者开始了流星雨的观测。

理科大学天文学会顾问张汉友博士表示，根据世界流星雨组织的预报，18日当天若天气好，在凌晨3时至清晨6时45分，朝东的放向望去，料将可看到狮子座流星雨。尤其是凌晨5时至6时，估计流星雨每小时可达120颗。

若在那时，出现1000颗至1500颗，就称为‘暴风雨’。”不过，这仍会有变数。

他说，上一次理大天文学会在理大大规模看狮子座流星雨可追溯到1998年，离今已有超过10年。那时候，3000人聚在理大内，看到了125个火流星。每当火流星在夜空中闪过时，个个观测者都振臂欢呼。2001年，其中一名会员也在孟光水坝见到700颗流星雨。

他继说，届时只要天气晴朗，没月光的干扰，大家可在空旷的地方如大草场观看肉眼可见的狮子座流星雨。

12月份的双子座流星雨来袭

除了狮子座流星雨，张博士指出，12月份的双子座流星雨也是值得观测，该流星雨将从12月7日一直持续到17日，尤其是12月14日达到极盛，每小时流星数量最多可达到120颗左右。

他说，双子座流星雨非常适合观测，不但流星的速度较慢，而且明亮的流星还会留下白色的余迹。

对于这次的双子座流星雨，他认为，从12月13日（星期日）晚上8时至14日清晨6时及14日（星期一）晚上8时至15日（星期二）清晨6时都是看流星雨的好时机。他说，相比与狮子座，双子座流星雨的观看时间比较长，约10个小时。

他还记得，理大师生及天文学会会员约30人就曾在2004年聚在浮罗班台亚齐天文台看双子座流星雨，一看就看了8个小时，从13日晚上至14日清晨，出现1103颗流星的壮观景象，对他而言，确实是最难忘的一刻。

如果那几个晚上的夜空是万里无云的，让我们看流星雨去吧！

流星雨小锦囊

互动百科资料显示，双子座流星雨与狮子座流星雨、英仙座流星雨，合称为“三大流星雨”，备受全球天文爱好者、流星雨迷的推崇。

狮子座流星雨

狮子座流星雨是由一颗叫做“坦普尔·塔特尔”（55P / Tempel-Tuttle）的彗星所抛撤的颗粒滑过大气层所形成的。在每年的11月10日至21日左右出现，平均每33至34年狮子座流星雨会出现一次高峰期，流星数目可超过每小时数千颗。

双子座流星雨

而双子座流星雨，它的流量非常稳定，极大值每小时可达120颗。由于流星雨辐射点位于黄道上的双子座内，它本身又有多个极大时间，且持续较长，因此全球绝大多数地区都有机会观测到它。同时也是唯一一个母体非彗星的流星雨，其母体是小行星3200法厄同（3200Phaethon）。与绝大多数流星雨最为壮观的场面都出现在凌晨的几个小时不同，双子座流星雨的“卖点”是等夜晚一到，爱好者就能看到双子座流星雨了。

i was searching on The Star online but cant find any news related, so this is news i got from kwong wah~ Whee~~~ Hope i wont miss this one as i never watch it before. ^^

Goodbye

Still remember this?

You're Elmo and I'm Cookie Monster.

You're good guy, a damn good one.

Always the smiling face, stupid jokes and infectious giggle

Same thoughts on many things.

Wanted to play, go around the world

be the ranger who first go rush in

make effort for charity stuff, though just little

xD

I don't know what can I do or say at this moment

other than tears

Will you blame me for not being tough?

You must be sadder than anyone of us for leaving everything behind

I hate myself for crying when i suffer less than you do.

You said you know a nice place to watch sunrise.

gonna bring me there one day

now i never got to know where that place is

Lucky to have you as my friend

May you rest in peace.

Yo!

Goodbye, James.

you always smiled.